justin escalona

"I will never forget the countless hours we spent together. I still remember the first time I met you in full detail. I try to erase it, but I can’t. Why do I feel like I’m stuck in some sort of trap? Seeing you now kills me. Acting as if we never knew each other is the true killer. The buckets of tears I’ve shed due to you are stained into my memory. Everything in hopes to remove you from my mind fails. I wish I wasn’t forced to tears everytime I see/hear your name. Every waking day, you’ve been on my mind. It feels like we’ve through it all together. Now we direct our eyes to different areas when we’re near eachother. I don’t understand why I still love you so much even after being rejected multiple times. The memory of the soft touch of your fingers toy with my already aching emotions. People don’t understand why I don’t give up hope on you, but I’ve never second guessed myself about my love for you. I feel the burning sensation on the ends of my
eyes with each word I write about you. All of the late night conversations we shared are tainted in my head. Each heart and smiley face I sent rushes back to my memory. Everyone thinks I’m crazy for feeling this way about you but I don’t care. Hopefully one day my dream will come true and we can settle down without a care in the world"

"another sleepless night and so much on my mind:/"

"life without you is going to be horrific. i wish everything didnt have to turn to shit"